I can’t help but feel disappointed. I’ve never forced anyone to do something because it wouldn’t have the same effect. If someone wants to do something for me and goes out of their way, I appreciate it. Always. It doesn’t matter if it isn’t what I’m accustomed to or if it’s out of my comfort zone, I give it a chance because I know they went through the trouble to make or get it for me. I thought that was just normal human interaction. If I give something, I hope for the same consideration in return. I like doing things to remind them that they’re on my mind all the time because it isn’t a burden to me. I like to do these things because they matter to me not because I’m competing, although it would be nice to receive something in return once in awhile so it doesn’t feel one-sided.
I guess I’m just being too much.